The Beginning

For the past three or four years I have had anxiety. Almost every day I have this feeling that I will soon die, that I may not make it to tomorrow. I have set dates to reach and passed them, but I still have these feelings. I have had the strangest things happen in my body, only to be told it was just part of a panic attack. To me these things feel real, and they definitely don't feel right. So for the rest of my life, however long that will be, I will keep this bLog of my days, feelings, dreams, medical findings, mental stages I may go through, and emotions for you all to read (whoever you are). I will also be updating you on past experiences that may have led to this, because I wasn't always like this. I used to be fine. I used to be normal.